Almost there
I wrote 6k today (nothing yesterday; socializing). I'm over 95k. I won't be going over 100k. I'm on my last or maybe next to last scene. Definitely the last chapter. I don't know if I'm 100% happy with the structure of the ending and the ending surprised the hell out me. The general idea is the same. The last line (so to speak) is the same but the unfolding around it is completely different. He has all the information he needs to make his final decision. He just has to make it and do it.
Also it changes one of the themes, in a way. Whereas I originally had an "all better" kind of end for him it now ends with a "not all better but better" kind of idea. So the theme includes the ideas of "one step at a time" or "degrees" or "things fall apart even when you think they're fixed but you can fix it again."
You'll see what I mean.
Thanks April for not shutting up. You were right.